Graduation 2012
Sunday, February 26, 2012
Graduation 2012 last thurs held in school. It's like finally i decided to blog since i have nothing to do.
Baby came for my graduation along with mummy. Everything ended around 4plus 5.
Headed home with baby. Dinner and rest. :)
I been spending time with baby recently. Been going out together and eat and spent.
Sick and tired of being a human
Friday, October 14, 2011
I'm so fcking tired of this rubbish. Seriously what you people want from me? Do I look like I owe your a life? Got problem with me also dont want say personally. Say in a group? And ask someone who is bigger than us to come and question me? Im so scared of threatening. Come on lah, how old are we already? Still acting like small girls who is not mature enough? I bitch about you people on twitter is my own problem? Since when did twitter say I cannot bitch? Dont have right? Dont like to see then unfollow lah. Delete me away from Facebook also can. Don't comment about people's attitude when your yourself never thought of your own attitude? Words can hurt people's feeling. I got feelings one eh? I don't come school also got problem? Don't even bother to put me in for project? Reject me? Act as if I'm not infront of you? -.- seriously what your want from me? I rather be alone then to suffer so much in this group lah -.-
Happy 11th, <3
Sunday, October 02, 2011
Hiiiiiii everybody and babyboy!
HAPPY 11TH MONTH TO US
Although this month we fight, time out but still we didn't leave each other. I know you love me that's why you didn't leave me haha just joking. :P I learnt my lesson already, trying my best not to control you and give u your freedom. Although I cry so much that time, u know my heart is only for you no one else. You know I can't survive if you really leave me one day I wished you won't. But still I'm holding onto our relationship. Can't believe we are heading to our 1 year next month. One of my fastest relationship I ever had so far you know :P hahaha I love you my dearest babyboy.
I'm busying working for the past one week. Have no time for blogger. Started working at seoul garden last week. It's my second week this week haha but still not so okay with the management. Want to have good pay you got to suffer more. Have been working almost full shift it's really tiring but got to bear with it. School starting tomorrow at 8am and I'm not ready for it fml. Bag not packed and I'm not sleeping yet worst to the max. 8 more weeks and I'm graudating already. Hoping that I could go higher nitec :( okay I got to go, shall update my blog when I'm free. Goodbye~
Labels: Babyboy and work ~
I miss the old you.
Monday, September 12, 2011
I always wished you can don't flirt or fool around behind me. But I know it's impossible because it's common for a guys to do that. But then if you truly love me you won't do this to me. I can't promise you this that I won't tie you down again, won't control you so strict. It's really hard for me not to tie you down. You yourself know yourself very well? You know what you will do when you're a free man? That's why I told you that don't put too much high hopes on this relationship. I don't want you to force yourself to stay with me? You just don't know how I feel when there's girls around you? :( I have no choice but just to keep quiet though I'm jealous....... You just don't know how I feel although you say you know? I'm going to leave a heavy heart to Hainan on Wednesday midnight. And yet we're spending the next few days together. Sometimes I want to know why is it so hard for me to see you when I miss you so badly? I think you don't miss me as much as I miss you. But you suddenly changed into someone that I don't know at all? But you said yesterday that you would change back to urself. It's just so hurting. I just don't know how to go on with my life anymore. I just feel like crying and crying. You just don't know how I feel seriously. I just have to keep it in my heart. Only I myself know it's feels. I don't feel as secure as last time anymore, I don't feel u as much as before. I just don't feel anything. Its just so different already. I don't know how long I can take it? Maybe I would be the one that is leaving next not you though I really can't but I really can't take it already. I really hate it when you flirt but it's something that it can't be changed. I do text guys but I don't flirt I'm not like you.