Monday, June 30, 2008
wohoooooooo, im back posting again earth-lings ♥ .
will be posting about today and yesterday , i don even know what to post ?
oh yea, saturday till monday i won't be in singapore, don conatct me !
i will be in malacca for family trip, yeahhhhh, can go shopping already :D
happy bealted 6th month boyfriend, i wasn't a good enough to you , i didn't cherish you much more, i regretted a lot !
Sunday; 29June'2008
HAPPY ONE MONTH TO AKMAL & SANDRA, last long long ehhh :D
yesterday, i was running a slight fever, took some rest and feel better .
waited for cheryl and adelene to come over my hse, they bought ice-cream.
they came about 4.45pm lyk that, i was sleeping from 2plus till 4.30pm.
woke up, bathed and waited for them to come, nothing to do siol, didn't use computer.
around 7, we went to airport, went to fetched andy kor kor back from airport.
saw samuel tang and his parents, his father keep on staring at me siol.
went home around 10.30pm, changed out and went to bed as im so tired.
Monday; 30June'2008
today school was asual, nothing much larhhs, the same old teachers.
my muscle cramps was since morning till now, not even recover, damn pain !
science, went through the DRUG ABUSE chapter. drug made us so HIGH siol.
cpa, we was making lot lot lot of nosie arhhs, all of us were lyk serving the internet.
langarts, nothing much, Mrs.Chua came to teach us today not Miss.Koh, not fun lerhhs.
will be posting about today and yesterday , i don even know what to post ?
oh yea, saturday till monday i won't be in singapore, don conatct me !
i will be in malacca for family trip, yeahhhhh, can go shopping already :D
happy bealted 6th month boyfriend, i wasn't a good enough to you , i didn't cherish you much more, i regretted a lot !
Sunday; 29June'2008
HAPPY ONE MONTH TO AKMAL & SANDRA, last long long ehhh :D
yesterday, i was running a slight fever, took some rest and feel better .
waited for cheryl and adelene to come over my hse, they bought ice-cream.
they came about 4.45pm lyk that, i was sleeping from 2plus till 4.30pm.
woke up, bathed and waited for them to come, nothing to do siol, didn't use computer.
around 7, we went to airport, went to fetched andy kor kor back from airport.
saw samuel tang and his parents, his father keep on staring at me siol.
went home around 10.30pm, changed out and went to bed as im so tired.
Monday; 30June'2008
today school was asual, nothing much larhhs, the same old teachers.
my muscle cramps was since morning till now, not even recover, damn pain !
science, went through the DRUG ABUSE chapter. drug made us so HIGH siol.
cpa, we was making lot lot lot of nosie arhhs, all of us were lyk serving the internet.
langarts, nothing much, Mrs.Chua came to teach us today not Miss.Koh, not fun lerhhs.
TAG TO REPLY:
ade: hahaha, i was not feeling well, so let's have ice-cream another day.
ade: yupps, will stay your hse soon when got time, it's been a great time together.
xinfei ♥: imissmykeai tooo, imissmykeai !
daphne:D: darlinqq, imissyooooooooooooooos, takeCare, loveeeeeeeed.
wyndee: nevermind, nah im not working at there already.
gARy: sorry ah kor, you've been relinked, takeCare.
.爱ღKewei: heyo kewei (:
§HIRLIA: thanks shirlia, will dropped you a tag soon, takeCare too !
shuyi: hello :D
maybe i wasn't a good girlfriend to you,
i didn't cherish you well enough, i regretted, this is what i get in the end,
hais, no matter what i will be waiting for you to be back my side again.
let refresh and start a new releationship when the times come.
♥imssykeai !
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
wohoooooooo, hello earth-lings , im back posting again !
changed skin out of the sudden, wanted a simple and plain skin (:
school has been the same, nothing much, Mr.Sharizan on resevrist.
relief teacher took over, she didn't teach much, jus ask we all do work nia.
can say worst relief teacher tht i ever since, never do anything, she scold me.
dunnnoe for what siol, wear untill so sexy for what ? show of her nehneh ?
hahaha, lyk shit man, well lesson are usual, but for maths is slacking larhhs.
today had art lesson for first period, was quite okay !
we did the blushing something larhhs, is a project for CA2
did a few next week contining again lurhh, quite fun but diffcult.
skip skip skip till last period, Miss.Koh went through the holiday homework.
copy down the correct answer and everything, damn hot in the class.
so i stand at the door there, got wind but im still hot dunnoe why (:
then Alan.Lim came and spot check on F-Block downstairs. Andrew shouted ALAN LIM.
he looked at us then walked away lurhh. didn't care much as im not in the mood.
went home after school, daddy and sister came to pick me up, im honoured.
i miss lot lot lot of people man, i miss xinfeiKEAI, the usual people i slack with.
i miss xinfeiKEAI the most, didn't meet her for quite sometimes already.
i really wanna to meet her soon, i wanna to slack with the usual people.
i miss everyone, i wan back my phone sooon, i can't contact a lot of people.
i need tht shoulder of yours, cause i need you seriously !
jus 4 more days and it's the 6th month between me and him , 11 more days to his birthday, i can't celebrate with him.
changed skin out of the sudden, wanted a simple and plain skin (:
school has been the same, nothing much, Mr.Sharizan on resevrist.
relief teacher took over, she didn't teach much, jus ask we all do work nia.
can say worst relief teacher tht i ever since, never do anything, she scold me.
dunnnoe for what siol, wear untill so sexy for what ? show of her nehneh ?
hahaha, lyk shit man, well lesson are usual, but for maths is slacking larhhs.
today had art lesson for first period, was quite okay !
we did the blushing something larhhs, is a project for CA2
did a few next week contining again lurhh, quite fun but diffcult.
skip skip skip till last period, Miss.Koh went through the holiday homework.
copy down the correct answer and everything, damn hot in the class.
so i stand at the door there, got wind but im still hot dunnoe why (:
then Alan.Lim came and spot check on F-Block downstairs. Andrew shouted ALAN LIM.
he looked at us then walked away lurhh. didn't care much as im not in the mood.
went home after school, daddy and sister came to pick me up, im honoured.
i miss lot lot lot of people man, i miss xinfeiKEAI, the usual people i slack with.
i miss xinfeiKEAI the most, didn't meet her for quite sometimes already.
i really wanna to meet her soon, i wanna to slack with the usual people.
i miss everyone, i wan back my phone sooon, i can't contact a lot of people.
i need tht shoulder of yours, cause i need you seriously !
jus 4 more days and it's the 6th month between me and him , 11 more days to his birthday, i can't celebrate with him.
TAG TO REPLY:
Cheryl: yeayea, had lot of fun with you yesterday at my place:D:D:D
'CYNTHIA [: yea, it's been a long time, see you in church will talk to ya.
spyware: who're you ? why asking me from what class ?
him: i haven cut my hair when i see you on tht day. nah, im not chio larhhs.
Monday, June 23, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY 14TH BIRTHDAY TO AKMAL !
BE MORE MATURE, LAST LONG WITH SANDRA K.
ANYTHING HAPPENED , IM ALWAYS HERE CAN COME TO ME.
so boring, nothing much happened larhhs !
changed of timetable, changed of LCE teacher to MR EUGENE NG, nothing much.
left school around 11.30, got some stuff need to attend, so left school early.
went to had my haircut today, cut untill very short siol, my fringe is GONE.
it's super duper short larhhs, but got a bit long long in the front worhh !
I'll wait for you, no one is replaced by you.
without you, im gone already !
TAG TO REPLY:
Kellyyyyy -/}: Lovesloves mummy !
XiaoLynn: twinieeeeeeeeeeeee, iloveyou lah deyy !
anonymous: i know you found the ring back alrdy, luckily man !
Daphneee;D: darlingg, im not angry with you lerhhs. im always here for you dex333s
xinfei :D keai, imissyou, meet up soooon, got thing to tell ya !
&'mavis: ah ma, i lazy to do the quiz lehh !
Felicia: yea, i know, i will wait also, everything will finished soooon.
Friday, June 13, 2008
hello earth-lings, im here to bored due to boredom (:
currently at cousin hse, listening to PICK IT UP, cousin went for leader's meeting,left me and my jiejie at home.
today woke up around 11.45am, unsually i at home oso wake up this timing derhhs.
but something missing, no mummy's nagging asking me to wake up, watch-ed tv, use computer.
around 1plus went near-by coffee shop for lunch with cousin and jiejie. ate alrdy was saying very hot.
i suggested to go swimming, went to ashtley hse, it's a commondium, quite nice larhhs.
packed our things, headed off, as cousin driving. hehehe, reached there, off to the pool.
well, the water was quite cold at first, i jitao jump in, i not scared of cold kayys.
swim a few laps, now feeling headache, need to get some rest later :D
off the pool around 4.30, went to ashtley hse to bathed as his father is at home yeahhs.
went to the FAMOUS ROIT PRATA HSE to have dinner, eat the food make me feel awwwww !
went back to cousin hse, here i am updating my blog due to boredom (:
well, went pass-by a lot of blog, saw some blog, blogging about their stead.
it's made me think bck a lot of fun with him last time, going out tgt, having fun tgt, joking with one another.
i read my post abt me and him, i really miss the past we had, laughing,playing and everything.
i do read sandra's blog between her and akmal, the both of them made me think those time i had with him.
i do miss him lyk mad, i do wanna get bck with him, i do wanna start afresh with him, i do want love him.
well, i do lyk him, but i don lyk the other person, i do treat the both of them the same.
maybe your people don understand whad the problem tht im facing right now, it's hurt me whn i think abt it.
i get jealous, when couple go out tgt,i really hope i can go out with him sooon,i wanna to go back to my past.
why can't i go bck to my past ? parents controlling me,not letting me to contact him,be tgt wit him ?
haish, i jus dunnoe why things are happening,nobody is jus there for me,i got no listening ear.
i feel lyk breaking down seriously ,my heart hurt the most,i feel lyk crying it out man,i don have the mood.
i need a shoulder to lie on, i can't carry on with this kind of mood, i would turn crazy sooooooon.
currently at cousin hse, listening to PICK IT UP, cousin went for leader's meeting,left me and my jiejie at home.
today woke up around 11.45am, unsually i at home oso wake up this timing derhhs.
but something missing, no mummy's nagging asking me to wake up, watch-ed tv, use computer.
around 1plus went near-by coffee shop for lunch with cousin and jiejie. ate alrdy was saying very hot.
i suggested to go swimming, went to ashtley hse, it's a commondium, quite nice larhhs.
packed our things, headed off, as cousin driving. hehehe, reached there, off to the pool.
well, the water was quite cold at first, i jitao jump in, i not scared of cold kayys.
swim a few laps, now feeling headache, need to get some rest later :D
off the pool around 4.30, went to ashtley hse to bathed as his father is at home yeahhs.
went to the FAMOUS ROIT PRATA HSE to have dinner, eat the food make me feel awwwww !
went back to cousin hse, here i am updating my blog due to boredom (:
well, went pass-by a lot of blog, saw some blog, blogging about their stead.
it's made me think bck a lot of fun with him last time, going out tgt, having fun tgt, joking with one another.
i read my post abt me and him, i really miss the past we had, laughing,playing and everything.
i do read sandra's blog between her and akmal, the both of them made me think those time i had with him.
i do miss him lyk mad, i do wanna get bck with him, i do wanna start afresh with him, i do want love him.
well, i do lyk him, but i don lyk the other person, i do treat the both of them the same.
maybe your people don understand whad the problem tht im facing right now, it's hurt me whn i think abt it.
i get jealous, when couple go out tgt,i really hope i can go out with him sooon,i wanna to go back to my past.
why can't i go bck to my past ? parents controlling me,not letting me to contact him,be tgt wit him ?
haish, i jus dunnoe why things are happening,nobody is jus there for me,i got no listening ear.
i feel lyk breaking down seriously ,my heart hurt the most,i feel lyk crying it out man,i don have the mood.
i need a shoulder to lie on, i can't carry on with this kind of mood, i would turn crazy sooooooon.
TAG TO REPLY:
lollipop-girl: girl arr, i know it's diffcult to forget a person, i had tht feeling before (:
lollipop-girl: wait for him to ask you for stead, sure got one day derhhs larhhs. don worried :D
愛.BabyLin: hahahas, DAUGHTER LOVES MUMMY LAAA (:
愛.BabyLin: Loves & Misses !
愛.BabyLin: kayys mummy, daughter updating now !
&'mavis: nevermind, nxt time rmbr to check can lerhhs. mus reply oso, see ya tmr. lovesloves !
Thursday, June 12, 2008
wohoooooooo, im back posting again earth-lings :D
later going to cousin to stay over night till MONDAY, which lyk 4days siol.
currently talk to SAMANTHA- OH on msn, chatting about someone =.=
that person is actually always there for me, although that person got stead lerhhs.
didn't go out today, rotting my butt of this week man, nothing to do one !!
well, im not going to let go a person whom im still in love with. FAT HOPE.
seriously larhhs, is not easy pls, you been with the person for lyk 6mth already.
ask me to erase and forget about this person, wait till i die den i forget pls !
so wad if the person is bad, i still won't let go, i still wanna to forget the person.
jus leave me alone and asking me to forget this person, i won't i won't mean i won't :]
hope that dream don come true, it's suck totally, making me hurt twice.
i jus dunnoe why, i need someone shoulder's, i need to cry everything out.
keeping inside my heart won't make me feel better, i can't meet gan stead.
i can't go out, i jus need someone shoulder's badly, i feel lyk crying out loud.
i really can't take it anymore, i don wanna keep it there always.
i wanna to let it out, telling someone whom i really think you shld be the one.
TUESDAY WAS ME AND KEAI'S 5mth MONTH ANNIVERSARY !
KEAI, ILOVEYOU LEH, MEET UP REAL SOON,TAKE PHOTO TGT (:
HAPPY BELATED 5 MTH KEAI, ILOVEYOU LYK MADNESS :D
don blame me if i end my releationship with you
i don wanna carry on our releationship lyk this
we can't do this jus lyk this, imissyou lot !
later going to cousin to stay over night till MONDAY, which lyk 4days siol.
currently talk to SAMANTHA- OH on msn, chatting about someone =.=
that person is actually always there for me, although that person got stead lerhhs.
didn't go out today, rotting my butt of this week man, nothing to do one !!
well, im not going to let go a person whom im still in love with. FAT HOPE.
seriously larhhs, is not easy pls, you been with the person for lyk 6mth already.
ask me to erase and forget about this person, wait till i die den i forget pls !
so wad if the person is bad, i still won't let go, i still wanna to forget the person.
jus leave me alone and asking me to forget this person, i won't i won't mean i won't :]
hope that dream don come true, it's suck totally, making me hurt twice.
i jus dunnoe why, i need someone shoulder's, i need to cry everything out.
keeping inside my heart won't make me feel better, i can't meet gan stead.
i can't go out, i jus need someone shoulder's badly, i feel lyk crying out loud.
i really can't take it anymore, i don wanna keep it there always.
i wanna to let it out, telling someone whom i really think you shld be the one.
TUESDAY WAS ME AND KEAI'S 5mth MONTH ANNIVERSARY !
KEAI, ILOVEYOU LEH, MEET UP REAL SOON,TAKE PHOTO TGT (:
HAPPY BELATED 5 MTH KEAI, ILOVEYOU LYK MADNESS :D
TAG REPLY:
Samantha: of course you will see your name larhhs. loveeeed you girl :D
Cheryl : nevermind cheryl, meet you sooon kayys !
Daphneee;D: darlingg, i will relink you !
Daphneee;D: imissyou & iloveyou tuhh, meet up real soon (:
XiaoLynn: twinieee, long time never tag me worhhs. lovesloves !
mavis: yeayea, have lot of fun with you all that day, go out tgt again (:
Joanne: Candyfloss, love you ton tuhh x333s
愛.BabyLinn: DAUGHTER LOVE YOU TUHH !
愛.BabyLinn: LOVESLOVES YOU (:
lollipop-girl: lyk him den stead with him lurhh, hahaha i wanna get out of the hse.
lollipop-girl: we go out today sooon whn i can go out :]
lollipop-girl: yeayea, i try to forget all the troubles lurhhs. forget RONALD CHUA.
don blame me if i end my releationship with you
i don wanna carry on our releationship lyk this
we can't do this jus lyk this, imissyou lot !
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
hello earth-lings ♥
it's been a long time since i updated my blog, ppl been asking me to update. here i am :]
wohoooooooo, i decided to put my blog private for some reason yeahhs. tell me i can invite you.
Saturday; 080608
saturday we had combine service, this year camp speaker came to preach yesterday.
reached church lyk 1pm , supposed to meet cheryl end up she didn't meet me ):
cell group meeting lyk 2pm and im in church lyk 1 hour early, so early man.
me, jieying, mavis and wanlin was upstairs, me and mavis was waiting for them to finish.
z3 was practing, mavis and me watched them played and practiced lurhhs.
before 2pm, mavis pei me go down find cell group, they was writing birthday wishes for esther.
kenneth zhang ask me to prepare the cake, i ask xunxiang to followed me.
well, we took out the cake, went to the staircase there, waiting for esther to come.
can say her surprise was the best of all larhhs. surprise, cut cake, went up for service.
Pastor's son super duper cute can, he look so handsome larhhs. hahaha, kidding !
sermon finished, went down for accounment and service discussion.
after service discussion, we had catering, well im sick of catering larhhs.
ate den evangline start to twist and turn those cans, twist untill almost cut my hand.
after that went to find jieyingg, ask her whether wanna go LOT 1 slack marhhs.
left church with lester,samuel,chingyi and jieying. we went to play arcade using chingyi card.
after that went to jiejie to pick me up, we went yewtee mac, kenna forced to go.
Wednesday; 040608
went bugis with lester, mavis,jieying. rina supposed to join us, but last min cannot come.
have lots of fun with all of them, bought a pair of slipper with jieying.
wohoooo, just to take a pic, we took the lift up and down lyk nobody buniness !
after bugis , we took train to Jurong.Point, as im watching movie with church.
luckily got one extra ticket, jieying bought it, we sit together with ann.
after the movie went to eat, didn't wanted to eat, so didn't eat lorhhhs :]
den took train back , home sweet home (:
Thursday; 050608
morning woke up, get prepared to meet cheryl at 12.30pm at woodlands. she was late xD
we went to food court, cheryl wants to have her lunch, she eat but i didn't (:
after eating, we went to SWSWENS to have ice-cream, order the sticky chewy chocolate.
she ordered the yoghurt and we shared the fries, eat untill very full man.
went shopping after that, see see lurhh. around 2.30 she sent me to bus interchange.
went home after that, in the night went to airport, sent ANDY KORKOR off.
he going dawin for 3weeks, coming bck on the 29 JUNE, so long lahh deyyy.
a lot of church people came to sent him off, he feel so touched man. hahahahs.
KORKOR, I WILL BE BRAVE :D
gan stead, thanks for everything.
without you, i don think things will be better.
thanks for asking me to cheer up and things.
wohoooooooooooo, thanks you so much :D
it's been a long time since i updated my blog, ppl been asking me to update. here i am :]
wohoooooooo, i decided to put my blog private for some reason yeahhs. tell me i can invite you.
Saturday; 080608
saturday we had combine service, this year camp speaker came to preach yesterday.
reached church lyk 1pm , supposed to meet cheryl end up she didn't meet me ):
cell group meeting lyk 2pm and im in church lyk 1 hour early, so early man.
me, jieying, mavis and wanlin was upstairs, me and mavis was waiting for them to finish.
z3 was practing, mavis and me watched them played and practiced lurhhs.
before 2pm, mavis pei me go down find cell group, they was writing birthday wishes for esther.
kenneth zhang ask me to prepare the cake, i ask xunxiang to followed me.
well, we took out the cake, went to the staircase there, waiting for esther to come.
can say her surprise was the best of all larhhs. surprise, cut cake, went up for service.
Pastor's son super duper cute can, he look so handsome larhhs. hahaha, kidding !
sermon finished, went down for accounment and service discussion.
after service discussion, we had catering, well im sick of catering larhhs.
ate den evangline start to twist and turn those cans, twist untill almost cut my hand.
after that went to find jieyingg, ask her whether wanna go LOT 1 slack marhhs.
left church with lester,samuel,chingyi and jieying. we went to play arcade using chingyi card.
after that went to jiejie to pick me up, we went yewtee mac, kenna forced to go.
Wednesday; 040608
went bugis with lester, mavis,jieying. rina supposed to join us, but last min cannot come.
have lots of fun with all of them, bought a pair of slipper with jieying.
wohoooo, just to take a pic, we took the lift up and down lyk nobody buniness !
after bugis , we took train to Jurong.Point, as im watching movie with church.
luckily got one extra ticket, jieying bought it, we sit together with ann.
after the movie went to eat, didn't wanted to eat, so didn't eat lorhhhs :]
den took train back , home sweet home (:
Thursday; 050608
morning woke up, get prepared to meet cheryl at 12.30pm at woodlands. she was late xD
we went to food court, cheryl wants to have her lunch, she eat but i didn't (:
after eating, we went to SWSWENS to have ice-cream, order the sticky chewy chocolate.
she ordered the yoghurt and we shared the fries, eat untill very full man.
went shopping after that, see see lurhh. around 2.30 she sent me to bus interchange.
went home after that, in the night went to airport, sent ANDY KORKOR off.
he going dawin for 3weeks, coming bck on the 29 JUNE, so long lahh deyyy.
a lot of church people came to sent him off, he feel so touched man. hahahahs.
KORKOR, I WILL BE BRAVE :D
REPLY OF TAG :
xinfei! : no problem my dear keai, ILOVEYOU TOOO :]
爱.Kellyyyyy: MUMMY :D
愛.Kellyyyyy: mummy, i anything i will find you derhhs, will last long one !
愛.Kellyyyyy: hais yorr, long long story larhhs.
ying{: jieying, don be jealous, hahaha, i put it alrdy larhhs.
SHIRLIA:D: okays okays jiejie, i will tell you my problem, takeCare tuhhx333s
baby: baby, i hope we could last long ehh, i don wanna brk ):
Cheryl: thanks cheryl, yeapps, go out with you sooon !
Cheryl: COUNT ON GOD :]
samantha: thanks buddy, well things maybe fine bahhs. hahhaa hope so !
samantha: well, things maybe be fine, things maybe worse, i won't know
Tiffany: thanks you girl :D
lollipop-girl: girl ar girl ar, things are so different man, so complicated now ):
Josephine: 1st time visitng my blog, hahaha, takeCare tuhh !
Daphneee;D: darlinqq, DARLING, i got miss you leyy.
Daphneee;D: yupps, imissyou tuhhh, takeCare, meet up sooon kayys.
- 13 more days to AKMAL's birthday !
- 1 more days to me and keai 5th month :]
- 1 month more to love's birthday.
- 14 more days to colleenLAOGONG birthday.
gan stead, thanks for everything.
without you, i don think things will be better.
thanks for asking me to cheer up and things.
wohoooooooooooo, thanks you so much :D
Tuesday, June 03, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINFEI-KEAI, ILOVEYOU OKAY (:
through this 4 month of keai releationship, she's always there for me :]
she's jus the right keai that im looking for, no quarrel or nothing !
i miss you ley, i wanna meet up with you celebrate your belated birthday :D
it's been ages since i meet up with her, heh i wanna meet you soon kayyyyys.
anyway enjoy your 14th birthday this year k, ILOVEYOU <3333
wohooooooo, tmr im going out with mavisAHMA,rinaDARLING,lesterAHKOR,jieying
we going bugis shopping, it's been ages since we go out ehh. mus enjoyed tmr :]
i wanna shop for clothes, shoes and other stuff that i can find tmr !
after that mus go Jurong Point for movie with cell group leyy, the whole service 1 & 2 going.
boy, things are getting worse, don make it worse.
jus face it, you make things worse, i get scolding you know.
you dunnoe how i feel leh, you dunnoe whad im thinking about ?
asking me to let go of this releationship, but i don wanna, they insist it.
i won't let go off this releationship wanna kayys. i still do have feeling for you !
it's no easy to let go a releationship, i don wanna that to happen, it hurt okay !
you're the one who showed me what's love.
you're the one who made me know what's love.
nothing gonna mend back my broken heart not even your lies.
it'll never gonna heal back like a perfect heart without any scars
jasper: yeapps, i wanna to meet you leyy, i will choose to continue :]
SONGQIN: okays, will relinked you soon :D
JOYCE :D: thanks (:
爱.BabyLinn -/}: daughter loves mummy tooo x333s
benny: heylohhhhhhh benny !
benny: hahaha, takeCare too !
akmal, you promise me not to change your attitude toward me.
i really hope you won't change leh, if change thing will get worse lyk last time.
thanks for asking me to cheer up all the times, you will there for me right ?
last long with sandra kayys, she's important to you now !
okay, anything happen come to me, im always here :]